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  1. Christmas eve as in my country "boxing day" is held on Christmas eve (we don't make difference between the two) and the following day typical used to to meet the extended families (Christmas eve is on for close family).

     

    Religious Christmas or non-religious Christmas?

  2. Tank-tops (for me) are for showing of your muscular body, but sideless shirts are cut and gay as hell so latter one for me.

    Which one would you wear for rest of your life?
    Only white and black undies, or pink, neon green and other vibrant colors?

  3. I have:

    ~20 boxer briefs 

    3 trunks

    2 boxers

    Used to have a jockstrap but left it at my boyfriend's place before we broke up and we don't really talkt to each other anymore

    I have never seen a pic of you in a jockstrap but those pink undies are deadly hot.

  4. Before I start writing my story, I just wanna say that it will be a somewhat long story, it is NOT a sex story (however some parts will be related to sex and virginity and such, but in a modest way, so wont be flagged, or anything). A lot going on my mind now, and I don't wanna lock it inside because I do have rages if I have repressed feelings and emotions, I don't feel like telling anyone, but telling (in this case writing) can gave huge relief. 

     

    Background:

    I have been attending high school for almost 2 years now (in my country the education system works a bit different), but back in elementary school I had like the worst ******* classmates, I ******* hate them, they were bullying me and such. In my last year (of elementary school) I had no friends because all of them were from grades above me, so during brakes I was just like sitting and wondering in school, I was sort of making friends with teachers but people did judge me, and teachers wanted me to make friends with my classmates, so I hateed it. I realized I like the same sex, I had a platonic love for 3 and a half years towards my classmate (he was a sagger, his ass was like damn.) I knew I was gay, but I had no one to experience my sexuality (in a non-sexuial way), but I learned that I have to lock them out, how to wear a kind of mask, which will take the hits of bullies. Due I had to held on the topic of my sexuality, I did not care my appearance at all.

    Story:

    This begun let's say 2016.01.01 In high school I had a crush on 2 people (I'M gonna use their real name, as it won't mean anything to you, and I'm not gonna get lost in the fake nicknames) One of them was Christopher, a typical prince charm, blond hair, blue eyes, a playful twink with a stunning cute ass, and the other one was Mark, he wasn't that hot, but he was cute, brave, dependent and open. With Mark I was about to be friends, we started to chat often, and such, his personality was attractive for me, I was about to fall in a platonic love, with a striaght boi, again. I left for 2 week, I was in a student exchange program, I went to Nijmigen, NL I came back on Friday, and right next week Monday, I found out from others that Mark was seen to make out with his boyfriend-at-the-time, and I was like, 'F****, he's gay' I it on him like no wasting time, this was the very first time I know anyone who is like my or anything near it, so I completely skipped the fact that he had a boyfriend. On that Monday, I talk to him about it he was gay and such, I also found out that he is NOT a virgin, as he has lost it like almost a year ago (he lost is right after his 15th birthday), and it was painful, and at that time I had no clue what I feel because I have not experienced it so far, I even had a panic attack at that night, I was fricked out, I realized I totally fall into him, it took me like a mount, and I felt I have to came clean, I told him. Guess what? If I say it was a disaster, I'm being modest as ******* hell. Obviously he was unable to control the situation he said things like he is straight and has a girlfriend ( which I know were false as earlier we ware rating boys and such) I can't really recall details, but let's say, he could not do anything, I was over the moon and everything, this was my fist-not-platonic love. He lied to me many times, he could not deal with me, he set me up once, and I was waiting for 2 and a half hours in -10C° (14F°) Which is in my country considered to be freezing cold. So after of this In the last day of March I had a rough row with him, since that we aren't even in a nodding acquaintance. I had my first returned love since that whic was a thing from last June till this year, January. I had first everything with him. My first kiss, first sex (anal/oral, so I lost my virginity with him) my first time being out during evening, first time sleeping away from home, first time drinking, every thing you can imagine. Unfortunatly my first suicide attempt (and hopefully last, and I'm knocking it down) took place at this time, due that I was (and still to this day) terrified of betrayal as once he left with a guy who needed help his wallet was stolen and was unable to get back to SSwitzerland and my boyfriend's phone's battery died. He could speak in the evening the guy was able to get a ticket back to Switzerland, we talked it with my boyfriend everything went nice. We were together for 8 month, I broke up with him as my love toward him has gone, no reason, just that was all what was in this relationship. Yesterday I was talking with a guy on a site called planetromeo, in my country it's the most used app, it was the first time since my broke up, which I'm over now. We were talking nothing drastical, we weren't about to hook up. At some point he just ******* disappeared. I realized I can't make friends, as I automatically want more than that, and I'm again terrified of the future.

    I know that I have many grammatical mistakes, and I mix up British and american English, but I hope everything is understandable.

    Who's next to come clean? 

     

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  5. On 4/11/2017 at 6:25 PM, SBJB said:

    The irony is that you are so effected by the thought of young sex because you yourself have unresolved issues, as in fact do most people. Don't use science as a reason to explain why it makes you unhappy, actually ask yourself what the issue is?

    It's a pointless discussion for us to have, really. You can't possibly understand my point of view until you at least question what you believe you already know. It's a very, very difficult thing to do. Such as we can look at the citizens of North Korea and wonder how on earth they love their leaders so unquestionably when their quality of life is so poor as a result of the regime. But you see, they are brainwashed and only know what they are taught. Humans have independent thought, but not to the extent that people believe. If you wanted a point to start at, you could try to understand the difference between desires that are inherent and those that are conditioned. 

    Development of sexuality is NOT conditional, it will kick in at a certain age, what ever you do (actually it isn't fully true, because in 50's it happened around 14, now it happens around 12). Koreans don't love their leader, but if they say otherwise, they will be executed (Kim I-don't-know-what-the-F****-is-his-name even killed his army leaders for yawning during his speech). Researches are made, that's what it's based on, saying that these still not true is like the toxic fog tail of planes nonsense. Yes I do get effected by that, because they are screwing up their own life, and their will be no second try. I'm not saying that any kind of sexually activity is bad under 18, but at the age of 12 it is. Let's say from the age of 15 it's kind of okayish. Being sexually active in such a young age DO distort someones' personality, and till some point it can be cured by psychotherapy, but not everything. 

  6. 4 hours ago, SBJB said:

    There's actually nothing wrong with consensual sexual acts. It becomes psychology unhealthy for people when they are either none-consenting or when they consented but society and the people in their lives whom they emotionally dependant on (eg parents, friends, etc) teach them that the things that have happened were wrong. When that has happened and it's combined with the knowledge that what happened actually felt so good and so right at the time it happened, that is what can F**** them up for life.

    Does doing any of this mean you can't play with Lego? Well no. Sexual activities are in the same group of expression as hugs and kisses, like those we give to our family. So if you can hug and kiss parents after a game of Lego, then why not have consensual sexual fun with your friends after that?

    Because At the age of 12 (másodlagos nemi jelleg, I don't know this expression in English, one of the stage of sexually maturity) just have developed, physiologically he can't be nowhere mature enough for sex.

  7. On 4/5/2017 at 8:02 PM, Dillon said:

    You're allowed to kill your attackers bro..... it's self defense and everyone has that right

    The law has 2 restriction for classifying an attack as self defend, once it has to be reasonable force, which means the reaction cannot be harsher than what it was responding to, and it has to be an direct, immediate reaction, so has to happen right after in same situation.

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