SkylarStormdale

This is all 'real life', so I guess you meant "the physical realm". Ain't no one to talk to there, else I'd not be where I am right now. 

I can only try to do as much as possible, which is trying to cheer you up. Think about others, when thinking about stuff like that. 
I don't know where you're from but talking about a hostile area .. Where is this? If this figure of speech or real. 

I'm not an expert on discussing this with people, else I wouldn't have had it myself, but the best I can do is try to get you back on the happy side of the world. 
As said before, I'm pretty sure there's someone out there that respects you. You've got family, even if it isn't for your parents, you must have siblings or grandparents, cousins, uncles ... and so on .. It's hard to believe that none loves you in such a big world. 

I literally mean a hostile area. In my case, Texas.

I do not have a family. Two people of my blood so much as give a rat's ass about me. Don't get me wrong; my grandmother and aunt are much appreciated and loved by me, but that don't cut the mustard - I am a 25 year old guy, and full families consist of more than two people. I know that's a hard thought to fathom, but I simply do not have nearly what constitutes the bonds a human like me needs. I appreciate your wanting to cheer me up; just know that the key lies in being a part of what I am missing; what I've been denied.