Arthiel

I've been single for approximately 8 years now ... Once the right one is out there, you'll find him/her. 
At least, that's what I keep telling myself  

I thought something was wrong ... I can't recall the exact time but I've wanted to visit the site today and it didn't work  Happy it's working again  

Thank you for letting us known it had something to do with the website, and not with our computers   I was getting stressed out about that xD 

Cheers!

I couldn't agree more with @dutchgayboy16

I can only try to do as much as possible, which is trying to cheer you up. Think about others, when thinking about stuff like that. 
I don't know where you're from but talking about a hostile area .. Where is this? If this figure of speech or real. 

I'm not an expert on discussing this with people, else I wouldn't have had it myself, but the best I can do is try to get you back on the happy side of the world. 
As said before, I'm pretty sure there's someone out there that respects you. You've got family, even if it isn't for your parents, you must have siblings or grandparents, cousins, uncles ... and so on .. It's hard to believe that none loves you in such a big world. 

I don't know what's the exact reason for this downfall of yours, but take it from me, a 26 year old guy who's been in a depression for almost over a year .. There's nothing better than life. 
Try to embrace the good things in life. There are certainly people out there who respect you for what you do and who you are. 

I've been in a depression for almost a year and I was ready for it to be over .. I'm glad I didn't pursue this thought. 
Find joy in the happy things. Talk to someone about it in real life. Go to a psychologist, a doctor. There are a lot of people out there who can help you. There's no need to be ashamed. 
And I'm pretty sure, once you see the bright side again; you'll feel better than ever. Then, you can say to all those people who have neglected or disrespected you (in your head of course) **** , you know what I mean right. 

 

What's wrong, buddy? 

Guess you're a lucky person then  Wouldn't show off with it too much though. 
You don't know who's at the web  

Have fun in the new house  
Out of curiousity ? What car did you buy  

I hope you've got good arrangements with the bank to pay back the loan  

How the hell can you spend that much money in one month??